Jul
16
a simple pleasure
i love the feeling of soap suds as they run down my bare back before i rinse them. it’s like a long light caress.
Jul
16
stats
up 7:20 begrudgingly.
once again running on a not so stellar 4 hours of sleep.
ran 5.18 miles
worked on songs, stylings and trying be smilings.
Jul
15
stats
7:30 out of bed, a place i can’t seem to stand right now, yet don’t want to leave.
ran 5.25 miles
Jul
14
stats
slept in in complete exhaustion until 10:30 and laid around until just before noon
went on a boat, went on a trek, went on the stairs until i almost couldn’t see you there
changed the sheets because they were wet with night sweat and tears
worked it out
Jul
14
a word to be added
“apophenia is the appearance of meaningful connections or patterns in random or unconnected pieces of information”
Jul
13
stats
lost hours and hours to worry, fear, anxiety and lack of sleep
lost: some faith, an iphone, about $120, some dignity, a little love, some hearing
found: renewed respect for existence, a new shirt, that loud sounds dull the brain among other things
saw 5 bands 1 day: ponytail, f*cked up, mission of burma, future of the left and one more random band at k and m
considered leaving
Jul
12
stats
up 10ish
ate dim sum like there was no tomorrow, which at the time i didn’t realize that there may not have been
baked a storm, a whirlwind of chocolate and flours around my kitchen
ate and drank and danced to bacchanalian proportions
fell to the dogs
Jul
11
stats
up late at 8am but there was a good and compelling reason for this
walked 20 or so blocks
met james ensor at the met for a time i was absorbed in his fantastically detailed drawings
walked the park, took a nap, made with cuddling
Jul
10
stats
today felt like this:
2008 Laércio Soares Desenho e Pintura_43
ran 5.18 miles, walked 20 blocks and 4 avenues to disappointment, danced until i was too tired to dance anymore
Jul
9
stats
me reveille: 7:36am (over sleeping a bit. ridiculousity and tenderness of the previous evening held with me like an anachronistic cape slung low over my shoulders.)
ran 5.16 miles
saw .5 the amount of boobs that i wanted to see, dang crowds. but was entertained none the less
drank 3 scotch and sodas
chat chat chatted until there was no chitter left in the chatter and then i walked home
